Milena Colyer

Anger, Rage.... Medication?

My anger is out of control. I have tried everything but I cannot tame my Rage. I don’t like eye contact or people criticizing my decisions and today my dad was forcing me to look at him in the eyes while he lectured me about not changing the oil in the car and I held it in and held it in and then I shoved him against the car and I think I would have beat him if my mom had not been there and calmed me down. Some people can calm me down when I am in a rage state but I cannot calm myself down very easily in that state. He is a bastard because he knows I can’t stand it when people look me in the eyes but he is older and weak. This is not the first time that something like this has happened and I am wondering if I need to take some medication for anger control? Is there such a thing and do I need to get a prescription for it?